此时，我在躺在病榻上，回顾我的一生，我意识到，我一生所骄傲的所有的名声和财富，在即将到来的死亡面前显得毫无意义。
At this time, lying on the hospital bed and remembering all my life, I realize that all the accolades and riches of which I was once so proud, have become insignificant with my imminent death.
在黑暗中，我看着辅助仪器上的绿灯，听着嗡嗡作响的机械声，我能感觉到上帝和死亡即将来临的气息......
In the dark, when I look at green lights, of the equipment for artificial respiration and feel the buzz of their mechanical sounds, I can feel the breath of my approaching death looming over me.
